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Post by ...silver on Jan 20, 2010 8:36:42 GMT -5
Silver looked at her failing attempt to get up. If it wasn't because he was too tired, and she probably had the same pain as him right now; would he had been somewhat amused. In his own weird not-really-caring way. Luckily her Ampharos seemed to be more use, and disappeared to collect some firewood. But Silver wasn't looking at the Pokemon, who stayed somewhat close to them while collecting. His stare was place on Soul, or rather the thing she was holding. Was that an egg? Though he hated to admit it, he had a little hard time to see. She hadn't had that one in Goldenrod? Had she? No, it would be too big to carry around in a bag - and that'd be a stupid idea anyway. Since the egg would be smashed in a bag. He didn't even notice Souls blush, his mind was more interested in the egg.
His gaze didn't even flicker when Soul in his direction, he was too tired to avoid her now. She insisted to stay here anyway, and he was simply too tired. He was simply too tired to think about his facade right now, as long she didn't get any information out of him everything else could wait till he felt better. He kept cursing at himself, he still couldn't believe this had to happened now, and he had to go there just that day. He was about to sigh, but stopped himself as Soul suddenly sat beside him. He was just about to move away, as he usually would have done - as if it was a reflect to him, but before even making the move he stopped himself. It'd be the best if they 'stayed together', thought he hated to admit it. Of course he would never mention that, and he could kick himself for even thinking it. His eyes once more feel on the thing Soul was holding. Yes, it was a egg. How could he even have doubted that. God, I'm lacking... Once again he could have kicked himself for being this slow. Tiredness and pain was no excuse.
Souls Ampharos cam back, placing the wood on the ground, and quickly starting a fire with a Fire Punch. Silver could almost smile - or ... as much as Silver is able to smile, which isn't even a smile. Maybe more a relieve expression. The fire happily began to eat of the firewood, and a reddish warm light started to dance in the forest where they were. He stared almost hypnotized into the fire, barely even blinking. Seemingly lost in thought. ,,You've gotten that egg recently.'' It wasn't a question, more a comment, or just like stating a fact, and it came out of nowhere. He didn't even look at her while talking, just staring in the fire with the so very distance look in his eyes.
Fire. It gace the same light that have been over Goldenrod, but this one was less violent. The one in Goldenrod had made dark black smoke. The one right before him, seemed small and pure, yet biting if anything came close. Team Rocket had destroyed so much. Goldenrod was now a new shiny trophy to the collection. Suddenly turning more annoyed that Soul was there right beside him, though he didn't show it. All of sudden he just wanted to shout at Team Rocket from where he was, in a forest where nobody could hear him. But there was Soul sitting right next to him. Instead of shouting he just let out a despairing sigh. Not really caring that she could hear and see every of his moves. He didn't care right now. For the first time, in months he didn't care about anything at all. It was weird to be like this again, because last time he promised himself to not just give up. - And here he was again. He turned his head and looked at Soul, at least she seemed to have something to fight for.
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Post by Soul • on Jan 20, 2010 10:55:45 GMT -5
Of course Soul noticed Silver staring at the egg in her arms a couple of times, it was a little difficult not to notice considering he was sat right next to her after all. Was he interested in it? She gathered so if he continued to stare at it, if he wasn’t curious about it then he would have given it one of his usual glares and that would be that. When Silver’s gaze turned to the fire, Soul’s did as well, looking at the orange glow it produced and the warm that had slowly started to make its way towards her. Soul glanced down at the egg as she felt it moving ever so slightly, it had happened a couple of times since she had first picked it up but until now, it hadn’t moved so much. She wondered if it was a reaction from the warmth of the fire, considering it would grow to become a fire type itself, it might like the feeling of being close to the small fire that Zion had made to keep them warm. Soul was only guessing though, she didn’t exactly have a great deal of knowledge of eggs, considering she had never had one of her own before, so she was either going to have to learn by watching the egg or by getting information from others before it hatches.
Soul turned her gaze towards the redhead when he talked to her, though she noted that he didn’t bother looking at her. Her mind wondered back to when she had gotten the egg, just thinking about it made her angry and upset and it also made her think about Goldenrod and Team Rocket too, not something she really wanted to be thinking about right now, considering she didn’t want to go into an angry rant where who knows what she could say. Swallowing back the angry and violent thoughts in her mind, she looked at the ground for a moment, almost losing herself in thought until another small wiggle from the egg jolted her back to earth. “I got it when I was looking for you actually.” She didn’t know if she should plunge into detail about the event, considering Silver didn’t ask, plus she was pretty sure that they had both had enough of Team Rocket today, bringing them up wouldn’t exactly be a good conversation.
Listening to the crackles of the fire for a moment, Soul wondered if Silver himself had ever had an egg before, he did seem pretty interested but then, from her experience with him the only thing that he ever really seemed the least bit interested in was pokemon. She pondered over that thought for a moment before glancing back at him, a small smile on her features as she did so. “..Would you like to hold it?” She asked, not really giving him much time to reply before handing the warm Growlithe egg to Silver, placing it in his lap. She sort of gathered he wouldn’t admit wanting to do anything so she kind of took the lead on that one, he could pick it up if he wanted to put for now, the egg was perched on his legs. To be honest, Soul wasn’t exactly expecting the egg to move at all but to her slight surprise, the life inside of it clearly seemed to like its new ‘nest’ because it give an obvious wiggle, one that she could actually see. A soft giggle escaped her lips at the sight, gazing at the egg for a moment before glancing up at Silver with a grin. “I think it likes you~” She cooed, before resting her back against the tree as well, making herself comfortable while doing so. Her eyes were feeling a little bit heavy now, her body still aching and then burning in pain if she happened to move her arm of leg. She would have loved to sleep right about now, the warmth of the fire making her feel just that extra bit sleepy but she knew that she shouldn’t, she had to stay awake just in case anything worse happened to Silver, she didn’t like the sound of his cough earlier, plus she was a little bit scared that if she was to sleep, the horrors that she had seen today would catch her up in her sleep to haunt her.
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Post by ...silver on Jan 20, 2010 12:57:16 GMT -5
Looking for him... So she had followed him from Goldenrod. Well at least he'd rather have her on his tail than Gold or the Champion. Silver noticed a kind of danger the rose around her with his question, but he didn't ask. In some way he didn't care. Though he didn't notice when she suddenly smiled at him, and he was taken completely aback when she asked him whether he would like to hold it. ,,...hold? eh.. wha-?'' Before Silver could reply or think anything, the big around egg was placed on his lap. Too surprised to do anything else, he somewhat accept it. He wasn't cruel enough to just throw it away - though keeping that thought for himself. The egg was warm. Comfortable warm. Then again, there was a living creature in it after all, but still it felt a bit warmer. ,,A fire type...'' he mumbled, not really to Soul but more to himself. ,,Canine, a Growlithe isn't it.'' Or maybe he was just thinking out loud. He manage to keep his next thoughts for himself, looking at the egg and imagine the Pokemon inside only reminded him too clearly of something else he was trying so hardly to forget. This egg was a lot happier to think about though. He snapped out of it when the egg suddenly seemed to make a move of some kind. He looked down at the egg with an expression as if it came from the moon or something. Soul just giggled.
“I think it likes you~”
Silver shot Soul a kind of death glare, but not just simply his usually death glare, this one had the hint of embarrassment. Not really because this was embarrassing, but it would be the most fitting word anyway. It was really an unusually situation for Silver. Not only was he hurt, he had company, and now he was holding a Pokemon egg that seemed to enjoy being hold by him. Could an egg even feel anything?! Well, there surely was life inside it, but wasn't that kind of life too young to know or feel anything? Silence fell upon them once again, and Silver wouldn't be surprised if would fall asleep soon. She seemed very tired, and it wasn't really any surprise. It had been a harsh day, even the strongest trainer would had to admit that. An attack like this took on the physical and mentality. He wouldn't be surprised if sleep hit him too soon. Though he wasn't sure he liked to thought of it. Silver rarely slept, and he was sure it wouldn't be a nice sleep he'd be going through in his condition right now.
The company of Soul - or just having company in general, he still wasn't sure what to think of it - made him a little uneasy. Yet he was completely relaxed right now. What did people 'out here' do when they were together; talked didn't they? Why did people talk so much in the first place, Silver had always wondered. About so much unnecessarily. So far in his life, people had only talk to him if it was important. A few times about things that was outside of training and other stuff but... since he had laid Team Rocket behind him and started to explore the outsides from a new position, people had sometimes talked to him. About the most weird things. One of the line he hated the most was 'The weather is nice today' it seemed to be one of the favourite subjects for people here, and he never replied it. Why? Because it'd only start a pointless and stupid conversation. People also seemed to ... what did they call it again... smile, so much here. It kind of gave Silver the creeps, he had grown used to it by now since it seemed everyone did it. But it was really one of the things that puzzled him off the first time he met someone out here. It couldn't be healthy to smile that much, could it?! Soul seemed to do it all the time, but then again, she was one of those persons who came up with completely pointless (to him at least) things to say. He turned his look away from the egg and his thought to look and this so called Soul right next to him. He really was getting weaker, just a year ago he'd never have accept just to sit here. Even if he was already dead. Worst of all he was beginning to somewhat accept that he was this weak. He could kill himself for that - and yet he never tried.
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Post by Soul • on Jan 20, 2010 13:54:27 GMT -5
Soul watched Silver with a twinkle of amusement and happiness in her eyes, though she gathered he wouldn’t be paying any attention to her while the egg was on his lap. She smirked a little when Silver gave her a familiar glare at her comment about the egg liking him, she didn’t care if he didn’t like what she said and she brushed off his glare like it was nothing. Soul silently decided to let him hold onto it until he said he didn’t want to hold it anymore, at least he wasn’t complaining about it and it wasn’t like the egg was heavy or anything. Plus, it was very warm which should stop him from getting cold himself, which was one thing she didn’t have to worry about anymore. Soul leaned her head back against the bark of the tree, gazing at the flickering embers of the fire, it was odd to her how the thoughts previously troubling her slipped away, leaving her in this calm state of mind for a moment. Before she knew it she found herself comforted by the sound of the fire crackling away and the steady rhythm of Silver breathing next to her. Her caramel eyes slowly starting to close, her body clearly wanting to be lulled into the peaceful world of sleep so her body could try and heal quicker.
“Hm..!” Soul’s eyes blinked open around a few minutes later, her vision darting around as she looked at her surroundings, suddenly remembering where she was. Though she had only been asleep for around five minutes, her body had sort of slipped slightly closer to Silver and she awoke just before her head could rest on his good shoulder. “I wasn’t sleeping!” She spluttered out, sitting herself upright immediately as she tried to defend her actions rather poorly. Crap, she didn’t want to fall asleep, the area had just been so peaceful that it sort of drifted her to sleep. Souls cursed at herself in her mind, running it through her thoughts that she must stay awake and not fall asleep again and to try and not use Silver as a pillow, unless she wanted to be verbally abused and possibly pushed forcefully away. Anyway, it shouldn’t even be her that got to sleep, Silver should be the one regaining his energy considering he had more injuries than she did. “You can sleep if you want..” She told him, she couldn’t make him sleep if he didn’t want to after all.
Deciding she didn’t want to risk falling asleep again, she leaned forward a little, so she wasn’t resting against the tree anymore hoping that it would work. She needed something to keep her occupied but there wasn’t really anything to do, she could talk to Silver some more but he wasn’t exactly the most talkative person in the region, so she guessed that was out. So instead, she gazed at the fire, pondering over names for her future Growlithe, considering she wouldn’t know the gender of the unborn pokemon, she guessed she would have to think of names for males and females. She shrugged away the thought of naming it after something fire related, like Inferno and Blaze and stuff, that stuff was way over used. Soul was just about to ask Silver what he thought but then it struck her that he didn’t give his own pokemon names, so he probably wouldn’t be able to help her there. Despite not having anything to keep her occupied and though she didn’t exactly want to admit it, she was actually pretty comfortable in this situation right now. How she could be pretty relaxed around Silver in a dark gloomy forest was a mystery to her, they had never been exactly on the friendliest terms through the whole time they had known each other after all. Though a part of her silently wished that he could someday see her in a positive light instead of just being an annoyance, since despite him being a pain in the ass nearly all the time Soul still found herself oddly liking his company.
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Post by ...silver on Jan 20, 2010 15:54:37 GMT -5
,,Yeah right.'' He said with a slight tone of something that could be sarcasm. ,,Just sleep I don't care - I'm used to not get much sleep anyway.'' That was the truth. He rarely slept, some nights he even stayed awake. Those night were usually right after stealing something, and if he wasn't sure he had gotten rid of the people who were looking for him. Usually when he did find time and peace to sleep, was it usually outside somewhere not exactly comfortable and his dreams was often disturbed by bad dreams, or directly nightmares. Though he had learnt to ignore them completely long ago. Soul had already drifted off one time, and he could stay awake as long as he wished if he had to. He was kind of happy - as happy as he can be - when she moved herself a little away. She had been weirdly close before, when she had slept for ... a couple of minutes. Not that it was bad, but it wasn't like he liked it either. Or what? It made him a little uneasy, though he didn't show it. He was tired, that was the thing wrong with him right now. He hated to be tired, it made the reflects so bad. He almost refused to sleep, then again, he wouldn't exactly hate himself for it if he drifted off too. Humans needed to sleep at some point after all, didn't they? His thought stared to blend and he couldn't even keep the thread of it any more. Slowly Silver feel in a somewhat sleep. Not a deep one, he never did that. A light one, and he'd probably easily be awoken. The only thing about him that really told he was sleeping was the slightly deeper breathing and his closed eyes.
Darkness wasn't it? Again. Pfff, this always started like this didn't it? It was not like he kept track of it, but he always had the almost same dream. Or dream was so much said, some would probably call it a nightmare or a bad dream. But mr. I-don't-care had stopped to fear it at a very young age. Those dreams had only gotten worse after he left Team Rocket. It always started the same, darkness. He was surrounded by bitter darkness. Not the kind that could be so pleasured like when you closed your eyes in a comfortable bed, but the one where you aren't able to see a thing like your own hand; and you have no idea what's really out there. Staring defiantly at the nothing Silver started to walk. Not making his eyes flicker anywhere else than straight forward. Thought something had started to appear next to the invisible path he was walking. Things that lay completely still as he passed, but he didn't give them a thought. But he were aware of them being there. There weren't anything he could do for them anyway. He knew what they were; dead Pokemons. Clearly dead in one way or another. Some of them looked completely normal. As if there were just asleep - their lack of sleep and widened eyes with a pupil small as a needles head proved something else. Others were bloody, some didn't even look like a Pokemon any more. He had walked past them so many times, and never giving them as much as a look. He just continued, and as he walked more the defiant look on his face changed to expressionless. Those cold silver eyes; a look that could kill. Though they were clean for any feelings, even the feeling of killing. There were cold there, as always. Silver had never really figured out if it was just because he mostly slept outside or it if was the dream itself. Sometimes distance noises could be heard, but he never really brought any attention to those either. They were cries, that were impossible to tell if they were human or Pokemon. He never listened to them. Just walked on. Still passing more and more dead bodies. Maybe there was dead humans there too? He never turned his stare to look. Suddenly he stopped, and looked up. The road was blocked - as always. A giant pile of dead Pokemons. The dream always end here, as he never did anything, he usually just stopped not even turning his eyes to see how big the mini mountain was. But... For some reason it was different this time, he had no idea why he did it but he reached out with his right hand. For the first time he tried to recognize the Pokemon that lay before him, there were every kind... Golbat, Tentacruel, Houndoom, Raticate, Nidoking, Magcargo... he could continue on, but one caught his eyes. A Tyranitar. Shocked, but not expressing anything he reached out and slightly touched the Pokemon. The giant had such a haunted and crazed look on its dead body. He turned and for the first time looked at the Pokemons along the path.
Silver opened his eyes with a small start. It was the first time it had turned out that way. Completely calm he started to go through the dream once more in his head. ,,If just-'' he stopped himself, Soul was there. He had to shut, unless he wanted her involved. - Even if she already was pretty involved in Team Rockets and their doings, it could always turn worse.
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Post by Soul • on Jan 20, 2010 17:50:40 GMT -5
“Fine, don’t sleep then.” Soul scoffed at his words, turning her gaze away from him completely and frowning a little bit. She wasn’t completely surprised he refused but it was a little annoying when she was only looking out for his well being, his body needed to rest sometime and she would rather he slept where she could keep an eye on him, instead of him passing out in exhaustion after they parted ways. She didn’t pressure him when he mentioned he didn’t get much sleep, though it made her slightly curious. Her vision glanced up at the canopy of leaves above their heads, wondering if perhaps she could see a little bit of the sky poking through the dark greenery that encased the forest. She was proved wrong though, from what she could see, Soul couldn’t make out any bright blue sky, or glittering stars above her head. She remembered on her first trip through this forest, she had tried to get out as fast as she could, taking an instant dislike for the gloom and darkness that claimed the area that she had to journey through. Soul had refused to sleep that time, scared of what might attack her and what lurked in the dark, so she had travelled all the way through with no sleep, almost not making the final stretch before deciding to camp as soon as she could see the sky once again. Of course, that journey wasn’t all bad, that was the time when she had met and captured Zion when he was just a little Mareep. She remembered that as soon as she had woke up from her slumber outside of the forest, there he was perching not too far off and gazing at her, not even looking tired after he had followed her from the centre of the forest.
Soul pondered over some good memories for a while, proving useful to get the horrible thoughts of what happened today out of her head and slightly fighting the tired feeling that tried to claim her again. Things were a lot simpler before she met Team Rocket but she also knew that if she didn’t meet them, then a lot of equally good things wouldn’t have happened either and that she wouldn’t be the trainer or perhaps the person that she was today. Even so, that didn’t change the fact that she hated them and wished that they would leave and never come back, she was positive she wouldn’t bat an eyelash if they all just vanished from the face of the earth. With a soft sigh, Soul looked away from the tops of the trees, her caramel gaze landing on the egg and then Silver. “So much for ‘I’m used to not getting much sleep’,” she muttered quietly under her breath, mimicking Silver’s words earlier about him not wanting to sleep, when here he was, sleeping soundly. Soul tilted her head slightly as she innocently gazed at him for a moment, it was sort of odd seeing the redhead looking like this. She was so used to seeing frowns, glares and other negative emotions on his features that it struck her that she had never seen him look just relaxed and peaceful like he was now. Continuing to unknowingly gaze at him, Soul wondered if this was a rare situation for Silver to completely drop his guard and fall into such a vulnerable state in front of someone.
She found herself staring at him for god knows how long and for much longer than she would have liked to. Often, she felt compelled to pinch his cheeks and make a smile on his face, just to see what it would sort of look like for him to smile. A small grin appeared on her features at the thought on how he would react if that had happened, clearly it would end badly for her but it would be worth it. It was rather tempting to do and she was silently debating about brushing his long red hair away from his face so she could get at his cheeks and pinch them into a grin, when he randomly woke up just as she was about to raise her hands. Soul jumped ever so slightly, quickly glancing away and pretending that she wasn’t even looking at him in the first place, she didn’t even know what she was looking at considering she was a little bit nervous that Silver had caught her staring. Her body going slightly tense, which hurt, when he began to talk but thankfully, he didn’t say anything about her looking at him but something completely random. “..Something the matter?” She asked him curiously, pushing the slight nerves away of him possibly mentioning that she was staring at him for far too long or that he would simply snap at her because of her question, like always.
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Post by ...silver on Jan 22, 2010 6:56:29 GMT -5
Normally would he would have noticed she had been up to something, the way she reacted when he woke; first staring and then turning her look so quickly away from him, when she realized he was waking up. Nevertheless was Silver too dizzy to take any notice of it, a little confused from waking up from a dream. One that had turned out differently than they usually did. It annoyed him a bit, as dreams always did. Also annoyed by the fact he had felt asleep, he hated it. Sleeping. How long had he been away? It couldn't be too long, since Soul was still awake. Unless she had taken a nap too, and they both had been away without either knowing how long.
“..Something the matter?”
He could kill himself right now. Why did he have to say things out loud?! Too used to be alone probably, his Pokemon didn't care anyway if they heard him. Well, Sneasel might did, but he was used to her company. This was Soul. Something - in his world - from a completely different planet. ,,Just ... another ... dream.'' He said, somewhat hesitating, almost blankly. He wasn't even sure how things like this worked out in her world. No, that was more than the truth; he didn't know how those things worked out in general, not even where he came from. Did other people share the same kind of dreams? Or maybe it was different from person to person. It had to be different, hadn't it? Now he thought about it, some people loved to sleep, and they couldn't possible love to go around in that darkness every time. Maybe they had another kind of dream every night... If they even did dream. Nah it couldn't just be him, that'd be a stupid thought. He stared at her, his usually serious expression back. Suddenly realizing that he could just had give her a 'no'. Now he kind of had to include her. ,,It's nothing.'' Trying to somewhat get out of it, and looking away from her again. Hoping that it'd be closed off there, and she wouldn't be too damn curious. What should it help she knew anything about that anyway. It wasn't like it had any importance.
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Post by Soul • on Jan 22, 2010 7:40:44 GMT -5
It seemed like forever before Silver actually replied to her and even then, it was a slow response. Soul couldn’t help but notice that he had said ‘another dream’ and not ‘a dream’, so he had been having this dream more than once then? She was curious now, was it a bad dream or a good dream? Something told her it would be a nightmare of sorts but she knew there was always a possibility of it being the opposite. “So you’ve had this dream more than once then? Is it a nightmare?” She questioned, her eyes turning on him in a rather curious manner. She needed something to keep her awake as well, sitting and staring into space and pondering over thoughts only held back the sleep for so long, talking would keep her eyes open for longer. She shrugged off the large possibility that Silver might not want to hear her talking but then, if he was having these ‘dreams’ it wasn’t exactly likely that he would be falling into the world of sleep again until she body couldn’t take it.
Soul didn’t believe him when he said it was ‘nothing’ of course, she didn’t look very convinced at all by his words either. To be honest, she wasn’t surprised if he did have a bad dream tonight, considering all the things that had happened today. She knew that if she actually dreamt tonight, it wouldn’t be a pleasant one either. “I’m no expert on dreams or anything but you can always talk to me about it if you wanted to.” She smiled slightly at him, as if trying to draw him into talking to her about this dream he was having. “Sometimes it’s better to talk about your problems then keeping them locked away..” She said rather quietly, not sure if he would hear her or not. As if her body had somewhat heard her talking about dreams, Soul found herself yawning a little, as if telling her that she needed to sleep. Ignoring what her body wanted though, she rubbed her eyes with the back of her hand, trying to fight the sleep away even if it was just a little.
After trying to force sleep away, Soul glanced down at the egg still on Silver’s lap, clearly he didn’t mind it being there or he was feeling too weak to move it. The little egg gave a wiggle every now and again and Soul pondered over if even unborn pokemon could have dreams? Well, that was something that was unlikely to be found out but it was sort of interesting to think that they might. She lightly trailed a finger over one of the markings on the egg, feeling the heat of the shell that protected the baby. Soul wondered when it would hatch, she didn’t really know much about eggs so she had no idea how far along it might be, or how close it was to hatching. Feeling another yawn trying to escape, Soul managed to force it away, she didn’t want to sleep after all. “Everyone has bad dreams, it sucks but it happens.. I expect there is away to get rid of recurring dreams but I guess it’s something you have to overcome mentally..” She sighed, as if trying to comfort herself as well as Silver, considering part of the reason she wouldn’t sleep was because she was nervous of what sights she would be forced to watch until her body decided to wake up. Running her fingers through her brunette hair, Soul wondered if she had ever had a constant dream which was the same, she concluded that she hadn’t or if she had, she had been too young to remember or she had merely forgotten about it. If Silver was being troubled by a recurring dream, she gathered it must be something he would have to overcome by himself.
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Post by ...silver on Jan 22, 2010 8:10:55 GMT -5
“Sometimes it’s better to talk about your problems then keeping them locked away..”
Problems... Silver had never thought of it as a problem. Problems was when something didn't work as he wanted it to. How should it help to talk to her about it then? ,,It's not a... problem or whatever you call it.'' He said, kind of avoiding her eyes. Why did she had to be so curious again? ,,It's just annoying.'' he mentioned the last thing a big more to himself. Telling the truth - or somewhat at least. He had the control of ignoring the dreams completely in the days, and he never thought about them; but they were such an harsh way to wake up. Not that they was the worst thing he had ever tried, he had been woke in many ways through time. But that didn't make them less annoying, he'd actually rather live without.
The egg moved a bit, and Silver shot it his usually unpleased look. As if he was going to tell a dog to not steal the food, or something similar - but he didn't open his mouth nor gave the egg back to Soul. He even doubted he had to power and will right now to do such thing. He almost hoped she'd take it back when she reached out and touched it. She didn't. Then again, he'd rather keep the egg than talk about dreams or whatever.
“Everyone has bad dreams, it sucks but it happens.. I expect there is away to get rid of recurring dreams but I guess it’s something you have to overcome mentally..”
,,As I said; it's nothing.'' He snapped, but quickly continued his line. ,,A bunch of dead Pokemons can't do me anything, anyway.'' Completely calmly he met her eyes again, as if he wanted to confirm once and for all that it was fine. - Though he words might gave the opposite effect. Of course he wasn't aware of that himself. To him things that was dead, was dead. They couldn't do anything to him, other than for some reason coming to him in his sleep. It was annoying yes, but it was not like they could hurt him or catch him in real. He looked down at the egg. It couldn't hurt him either, but it was still alive and not dead. He could easily hurt the life inside it; his eyes narrowed slightly once again memories hit him.
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Post by Soul • on Jan 22, 2010 16:55:15 GMT -5
Soul jumped a little when Silver snapped at her, quickly looking away from him in the process. “If you say so..” She sighed, not quite believing him but she decided not to pressure him about it, she’d rather not have to put up with his sharp words for more than necessary. Though she had to admit, having dreams about dead pokémon all the time didn’t exactly strike her as ‘nothing’. And though there was a little bit of truth in Silver’s words, that dead creatures couldn’t hurt him, Soul gathered that while it was true that a dead pokémon couldn’t hurt someone physically, it could always damage someone mentally instead. Why the hell would Silver be dreaming about dead pokémon anyway?
Soul pondered in silence for a moment about this dream he had said about, though she gathered he didn’t really want to tell her, he sort of spilled the beans anyway. Soul gathered that nearly everyone would see a dead pokémon sometime in their life should it be one that had died of natural cause or one that they had killed themselves. She remembered the first time she had seen one, a Pidgey which landed in her family’s garden when she was young. She remembered her mother telling her it was an old bird and some other stuff she couldn’t really remember but she could still recall how upset she had gotten and that she had cried over this pokémon she didn’t even know. Of course, like all young children Soul had insisted that the Pidgey was buried and that they have a funeral for it, which she and her mother ended up doing. Perhaps, Silver wasn’t having nightmares about the dead pokémon he had actually seen; maybe it was about the dead pokémon he was responsible for killing, or perhaps the ones he felt responsible for?
Her vision becoming blurry around the edges, Soul rubbed her eyes again to attempt to wipe away the sleep. Now that she had moved next to Silver, she had also sat closer to her bag as well and Soul reached over for the white and pink Pokegear, unclipping the mechanical devise from the yellow bag. She had to bite her lip a little, to stop herself letting out a noised of pain when she shifted her body to grab the object and when she returned to her previous position. A very silent whimper like noise escaped as she did so though but she doubted it would be heard by Silver, well, even if he did hear her whimper she didn’t think he would really do or say anything about it. She had really only reached over for the Pokegear to see what the time was and so she flipped open the mobile electronic and glanced at the numbers on the screen. “1:43am..” She mumbled, if this was a normal day and she was staying at a pokecenter, she would have gone to sleep a while ago so she could leave early. Then she reminded herself that this wasn’t a normal travelling day for her, quite the opposite in fact.
Feeling her body wobble just a little along with her blurry eyesight, Soul used her good arm to keep herself up and steady, her hand on the grass while she flipped through the Pokegear with her other hand, looking at the map before placing the devise down on the ground next to her. She guessed after she was fit enough to leave Ilex forest, she would head to Azalea town, they had a pokecenter and a shop there, it was also the closest town after all. Though she realised with a bitter stab that Team Rocket had also done damage to Azalea as well, with the whole Slowpoke situation. They had caused so much destruction, how long would it be before they attacked every city and town in Johto and even Kanto? Her caramel eyes gazed into the flames of the fire, she couldn’t let it happen, what if it was New Bark Town that was attacked next, the place where she and Gold had grown up together and where their families still lived now. She couldn’t and wouldn’t let that happen, Team Rocket needed to be destroyed once and for all before they reached their unknown goal.
• WORDS 715 • SONG -- • TAGS silver • SOUL'S PKMN egg • NOTES my computer decided to shut down half way through this, luckily it autosaved. phew! c:
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