silver,

[...silver]

...silver

without a destination, the captive heart no longer moves
not even my own emotions can be seen by those averted eyes
like a butterfly caught in the palm of a hand
flying is impossible

its okay to live however youd like
i wont let you say its painful[/center]

Name: Silver
Gender: Male
Age: Sixteen

He's the child of Team Rockets leader, Giovanni. (But this 'secret' is kept for himself, and the people in Team Rocket. He doesn't have the need of everyone else in the whole world to know). He have stayed most of his life with this criminal group, and they pretty much learnt him everything he knows - and yet he ran away from them not long ago. Angered, not wanting to ever have anything to do with them. Though he quickly realized this would be impossible, only at the time when he stole a Totodile he decided to fight them, and make clear that he didn't want to have anything to do with them.
Giving him the title of Pokemon trainer would probably be the first and best choice, but when you think about it runaway, or thief would be more fitting. Because he don't carry anything on him, other than a FEW important thing that can be in a pocket and of course his Pokemons. Every times he needs something, like food, he usually steals it; noticed. Only a few times has people been able to see the shadow of him as he escaped with the goods.

in the reality of which theres no where to belong
staring at the map that no longer satisfies me

Appearance

The first thing you probably will notice about him is the very strong red hair, no matter how little light there is it always seems to be noticeable somehow. It's going him to the shoulders, is very thick, and pretty much does whatever it want to - as if it had it's own personality. But then again, he doesn't care about or for it at all. It pose itself as it wants, and sometimes he even have a lock on the top of his head standing right up. By a second look and if he turns and gazes at you, you will notice his eyes. They can be hard to ignore as they can give a pretty intense and hard look. The iris is silver (metallic silver) coloured, a colour that changes depending on the lighting. They'll turn pretty dark and dull, and make him seem almost haunted in low light. Opposite; will they turn almost white in direct light and it gives him a rather intimidating look in his eyes. The pupil is black as every other normal eyes, and it not really affect by the light.

Silver is agile build, as he prefers to get swiftly and soundlessly away from a direct confrontation if possible. He's not much of a fighter, which can probably be seen (also because his own health is lower than his Pokemons), but he have learnt how to defend himself to death, so don't expect to go without a scratch. He's not exactly strong, but knows a trick or two and how to keep his cool.

with both memories and desires sadly colored
the left hand has a wound that cant be forgotten

Personality

He seems to wear the same unpleased expression wherever he go, and almost every situation. As if he didn't know how to smile, what he - in fact - don't. He never learnt that there was something like that, it'd be more correct to say that he learnt smiling was a bad thing. The closest we can come to happiness is the feeling he gets when he reaches a goal, like wining a battle. But that is more like a triumph-feeling, and he doesn't show it at all. He takes everything deadly serious, and jokes could to him be a never-discovered specie in the other end of the universe. He even seems to hate people who meet him with a smile. Though; it's like he hates everything. He often sends killing looks to people, and things when it doesn't go by his head, or sometimes just to tell them with one look: "don't you dare come any closer, nor talk to me!". He's not exactly a pleasant person to be around.

Though he might seem like a person that is easily made angry, is it not the case. It's actually pretty hard to make him lose it, but he won't mind smack your face into the wall if necessary. He'd still stay somewhat controlled. And when controlled that means with his usually hating expression. He doesn't just rush things, almost every little move he makes have been through his head and back again before he finally does anything. This doesn't mean his slow; as he thinks incredible quick. He's also very good at getting away from trouble, one way or another. His usually choice is to escape if you can't beat them, and he's very skilled at that - even if he hates to run away from things. He is aware that he can't pick up things that is bigger than himself.

He won't admit it if you ask (as if he'd admit anything when someone's ask...), but he's sees the world more or less like one annoying place. He hates Team Rocket, he hates everyone outside Team Rocket for being so damn happy all the time. The only thing he somewhat seems to like is his Pokemons, he does have a kind of harsh tone towards them, but they are far from mistreated. Sometimes thought could even lead to he treat them better than himself. Something he does without noticing it himself.

Sometimes he have a little voice inside his head, that asks him the completely opposite of what he is doing. Most people do have their little voice that doubt their actions, but his seems more real than normals. Luckily he have the full control of ignoring it completely. No matter how reasonable the voice sounds.

He's very aware of want he wants of how he wants it. When a goal is set, he pretty much only focus on that until it's reached. Give him a reason, and he'll be ready to kill. Anything from stealing a useless item to evolve one of his Pokemons. He doesn't have any one big goal like most people, and that is probably why he only wanders restlessly around most of the time. Since he's don't like being the same place too long, not because it bores him but because he is wanted after all and pretty much chased. It takes a little on his sanity. Which just tires him even more, as he needs to keep control of that all the time too.

i remember; was that image an illusion?

[...silver]

not understanding what is becoming of myself
tied to the past, I repeat myself

Team

He only have the Pokemons that he keep with him, he don't have a box. Or more correct will be to say that he can't have one, since those in the Pokemon Centers is something official. If he used those he'd easily be found. He also tries to avoid the Centers much as possible, when one of his Pokemon is hurt he mostly just steals a potion or antidote of some kind. And it works pretty well, as his Pokemons seems better treated than him.
Though he does care somehow for his Pokemons, he only collect the one worth it. He won't welcome a wild Pokemon into the team unless it stands a chance against the Pokemon, he already has.
He doesn't give his Pokemons nicknames, as he thinks it unnecessary.

not being able to catch that desired thing,
the wounds never disappear, only increase
ive realized it now, leaving behind this unknown world

Sneasel ♀
Silvers very first Pokemon, he got it way back to before he even remember. He can't even think of a time where Sneasel haven't been around - and he wouldn't be able to live without. Sneasel is like his right arm, and seem to have somewhat the same opinions as Silver. Though, Sneasel likes to play a little around with her opponent, where Silver prefers to end it quickly and then just get away. Sneasel is also his biggest help when it comes to stealing, as they seem to know each others move perfectly, and know what the other is going to do next.

Though Sneasel likes to drag things out and tease others in battle, is just as deadly serious as her owner. She likes to be out of her Pokeball to keep track of what is happening around her, and she is a backup to Silver if he somehow gets in some kind of trouble - even if he hates how she help him. She's actually a very caring Pokemon, but only to a very few people and Pokemon.

a hanging neck

Feraligatr ♀
He didn't get or catch this Pokemon, no, he stole it from the Pokemon Lab in New Bark Town. One of the more discussed things in Johto, as he didn't get caught and still haven't been. Feraligatr though, seem to be fine with being with Silver now. It took some time in the beginning, as it was used to a more soft tone in the lab. To come from that and then end up with Silver that doesn't exactly talk nicely, was a bit of a shock for the Pokemon. But it stayed with Silver anyway, as if it somehow wants to understand him better. It's now one of his most trusted and strong Pokemon.

Feraligatr still seems to have some of the personality from the lab, intact. Sometimes she joke a bit around with Rhydon, when Silver is looking away and too busy with something else. In battle is she the fearsome monster that her outer look tells, she enjoys to crush and drown her opponent with strong jaws and water attacks.

ears that can't hear

Crobat ♂
As a Zubat, it was caught pretty early after Silver stole the Totodile. He found it around Violet while he was trying to get away from New Bark Town, and the people who sought for him a Totodile. The Zubat challenge him, and just wouldn't go down. The battle took too long in Silver opinion, so he just caught the Pokemon. His original plan was to release the Pokemon but for some reason decided to try train a little just to see it's potential, and he ended up keeping it. It's a mystery whether Crobat evolved because he was treated nice, or just because he seems to like the tone that Silver keeps.

He's a rather selfish Pokemon that enjoys to be right, and when proved right. He is extremely hard to get rid of if he decides to follow someone around - or just in battle. Despite being a sweeper he can take pretty lot of hits too, and just won't go down or give up even if he already dead.

a throat that can't shout

Haunter ♂
As a Gastly is kept following him around all night, attracted by Silvers personality and negativity (or maybe even darkness?) that almost floats in the air around him. Gastly found this very interested, and tried numerous of times to get Silver to catch it. It kept finding him every night, and haunted (or rather annoyed) him until he would challenge it. Almost every night came it to battle, and Gastly lost them. Finally Silver got enough, and challenged the ghost once and for all. Gastly lost but it seemed to be good enough for Silver, as he caught it and then trained it non-stop until it evolved into Haunter. Now is he trying to figure out how to make Haunter into Gengar - as there's isn't anyone he can trade back and forth with.

Haunter seems to enjoy just sticking around, and suck in the negative air around it's trainer. He's like that around everyone that have some kind of negative aura around them, he follows them and just seems to be satisfied with staying around. He's a pretty easily amused Pokemon, he likes to hurt other, but also enjoys an attack that hit so he feels the pain too.

unmovable feet

Rhydon ♂
When Silver found this Pokemon was a pretty aggressive Pokemon, that liked just to carelessly thrash into things in order to destory people and Pokemons. He found this Pokemon very interesting, specially the power that was behind the attacks. He caught it with some difficult, and then a month long training session started where he tried to learn the Pokemon how to use it powers in a better way. It succeed with some help from Feraligatr.

Rhydon have now learnt how to control himself and his powers. Though; he can easily lose it when angered, or if he starts to enjoy the battle too much. Battle is pretty much the only thing this Pokemon has in his head, though he also shares a pretty good bond with Feraligatr.

is this a dream or reality? i don't know

Murkrow ♂
One of the few Pokemons of the team that Silver lets think of its own strategy. Murkrow have proved that worth lots of time. This Pokemon was a tough choice for him; as it's not much of a fighter, but because of its ability to think out strategy and that way win, he caught it.

Murkrow is the most cunning on the team. He always has a pretty thoughtful look in his eyes, and seems to just sit quietly on Silvers shoulder while thinking everything he sees through. In battle he always soars and circles a little around his opponent, thinking the strategy through. As a Murkrow, he has a weak point for things that sparkles, but it's smart enough to not risk his head for it.

but you definitely stared at me

[...silver]

while struggling in the darkness
no matter how many times I find myself
at this rate Ill continue walking without sleep, when will I ever get there?
i can see this path with your footprints. i can no longer return

My name is Nicku,
and you can contact me by my admin account, or my first or second mail.

...all that remains in my right hand are the remains of a butterfly